They have cut through.
You are detached, behind the core of pain
With no mind to absorb the stimulus
Of suffering.
You drift into the expanse
The space of emptiness
You breathe into the timeless
As the arousal of an unknown dream
(the one you've befriended a thousand times before)
Strokes' suggestions of divinity inside out.
Still
You assert these peculiarities behind
The mind’s eye.
After all... you aren’t sheltered like this.
You are so careful to linger within
The locked Safe.....
Isn’t the shadowy world too
Centered in uncertainty?
Perhaps....
But the swills are shaking your hands
As you seem to agitate your purposes
Into many dead ends.
Your directional winds pull
You elsewhere... anywhere! Rather than here
Where the North-East gusts would find you.
But as you hasten yourself away
Your frantic calls blare intrusively into the nothing
You have created.
Who will listen now?
Time is hanging in a tree.
It sways...
But stays all ways rooted in Mother’s nature.
You feel its strangulation strained against
The vocal cords.
How all seems stood stilled whilst you want more!
More of others' lives
But they are lived on the remote shores
Of ordinariness.
You cry for their normality, cribbed nicely
Within a system,
For you cannot stamp any title upon your forehead!
But O!
How you’ve striv'd to be let in!
So why can’t you pretend?
Surely
If your quest is to seek some acceptance
Why not conform your head to fool the heart?
Why is your afflicted empathy enfeebled into
Your every Being
And!
Your eyes are deadened.
Deadened
For having no belief in what
You have, of late, been understanding.
It further creates the model foreigner
You trust yourself to be.
Strange though, wouldn’t you agree, how the stranger
Carries such baggage on the very Heart
Of home?
That in this jaded journey to find oneself
You so freely belittle
Your distinctive birthmarks
When they are the stamps of unique value.
We are hardly the counterparts of our progenitors
Yet the fraternity of familiarity
Would have us ordained so.
But we do meet others
Whose dissimilarities rest upon our consciousness
With the easefulness of opulence...
So what does it matter if the majority
Fail to touch the significance of quality?
They are surrendered into the modus operandi!
To the quantitative schemes of self-worth!
Are the judge-mentals really inscribed in such brain-washed purity that
They can name the accused
Without having even felt them born?
Are they favored towards your happiness and lovefulness
Or does fortunate achievement blind
Their senses?
If you listen to them
You'll employ a judge to decide
What Character stands alongside you.
He'll wear your name
And mind you with psychology...
(And what need gave birth to such head-hunters?)
So Arise! Conjoin!
You must people love's labyrinthine
Within the deepening passages of Self
Where the trusting certainty can be felt as profit
For heart’s authenticity!
We have most
Dismissed originality at the cost of our hearts.
We fear our affections,
Dread the rebuttals from all we know
For we are learned to shake
In the buttressing docks of judgment.
We are all sided, it seems...
As we rise to the Justice of the self.
But to whom will you listen?
And who will listen now?
Imaicka 1997
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